Things Missed

I obviously was really looking forward to going to the lake with Kate. I really want her to be there at the end of July when I get to lead the youth retreat. I really hope to hear from her on my birthday. Several words or phrases I caught myself saying today that were things just between us like - "dosin" "thats right" and "lept". I miss her. This hurts. It makes the other things like a job or money or education seem very small when you lose someone you care about.