Called into and unto the God who created, redeemed and is perfecting me

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Music

As Martin Luther, the great reformer, once said "music is to be praised second only to the Holy Scriptures."

Music is an outlet for the inner romance within us. Its a very effective vehicle for that romantic expression whether that be with a girl or our God or an ideal or thought. Its powerful, God-ordained and commanded in Scripture.

Here is a song that is being played a lot off of the band's myspace page:

Waking Ashland - I Am For You

Something’s very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
And something’s very strange here
You've lost all desire

The comfort we create to prove we're something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again

Don't give up you're not thinking
Don't give up just keep seeking (Oh yeah)
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

Come and take my face or forever I will walk alone
And all the same mistakes
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again

Don't give up, you're not thinking
Don't give up, just keep seeking (Oh yeah)
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

I send my self to you
Yes always and always
I send my love to you[x2]


And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

You found today, found today, you found today, with your life today

A true piano rock band. Its a weird, but catchy sound. A little more emo than I typically embrace, but I can let that go.

God thank You for this gift of music.

Preparing for the future...Engaging Postmodernism

I am in a stage of preparation. I don't enjoy it naturally.

I need the grace of God to give me joy and contentment in this time.

I'm preparing to venture out as a minister of the Gospel vocationally.

God is developing all aspects of my character right now. Its intense and at times paralyzing to see the weight of my sin and the huge lack of ability I have, forcing me to trust in Him for all things in the moment and ahead.

Currently reading: The Truth War by John McArthur

I highly recommend this book!

The postmodernist view of one's inability to know truth and their certainty of there being no absolute truth is horrifying.

This explains greatly how confused and disillusioned our culture is and the depths of our focus turning evermore inward and selfish clinging to anything that will function as an anesthetic for the pain and need of fulfillment in the moment, because under there thinking, nothing is true or certain. So, if it works today -the drug, ideology, relationship, thought etc... use it, use it fast and don't count on it.

From such line of thought one can see the despairing selfishness that we are spiraling downward into.

The Bible proposes truth and truth is a a person. Jesus - John 14:6.

The Bible is not at odds with history or Reason. Almost all of Paul's claims when he preaches and writes to the new testament churches are logic driven.

This will be the task at hand I believe for the rest of my life:

Defending the faith against:

Religious pluralism
The Emergent Church Movement
Pop Culture Theology -Dr. Phil, Oprah
Fundamentalism ideals birthed out of traditionalism rather than Biblical Christianity

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


The Rabbinic Beard.
Buddies are really pushing me to go for the Leonidas look.
I say no...

Full Circle

Thankfulness is a dominant anthem in me right now

I have spent the last few days fighting migraine headaches, writing sermons to be preached at a later date, and seeing another facet of the grace and mercy of God.

If that sounds all together too cliche I invite you to remember, or if you don't know me that well, to embrace the concept, that I am wicked, a finite, sinful, fallible dude. Some of you have seen this more clearly than others. I am not immune to the temptations of lust, greed, selfishness and fear of the unknown. Yet, by the unmerited favor of God I have experienced somewhat of a revival of the spiritual senses. The desire to put to death sin. To put to death anything that is not edifying to others or rooted in directing myself in others toward genuine love and holiness. An extermination of anything that does not lend the fruit of hope of the certain Kingdom that is to come.

I am not a leaf at the mercy of a confusing wind that my faith may be found one day and lost the next due to the circumstances of the day, rather I am a child of the most High God who is faithful to Himself through His people, period. Otherwise, A) I am not a child of God or B)He is a liar. There is no evidence for either of these realities. My spirit testifies in alignment with the Word of God that I am a part of the elect and There is no legitimate, water-holding, inconsistency in God that would bring His validity into question.

A God with a flawless tract record in the Old Testament and who cowards below humanity to the level of sacrifice before triumphing over the grave in the New Testament silences the most atheistic onlookers.

For all of this I am thankful, needless to say. Even when I have a skewed view of my identity, a Lion King moment if you will, I am not lost, doomed, or condemned. God is faithful, even when I am not.

"And from his fullness We have all received grace upon grace"
- John 1:16

I am blown away that this Holy, perfect God looked at this wretched, guilty, wrong doer and was merciful enough not to kill me.

But even more so that he not only allowed me to exist, but he gave me real and eternal life through believing in His son who bore the weight of my wrong doings by dying in my place.

Still it doesn't end there. He has now called and commissioned me to declare this great act of mercy and grace to others that they might experience the same. He sends me forth as a joyous ambassador of life amidst the brokenness of this world. To declare with His authority the forgiveness of sins. The weight of salvation does not rest on me. I just get to be one along for the ride. Its the Spirit of God working to call them to the Son through me. This reality is simply breath-taking.

The God that invites the undeserving to taste in real life and fore-ordains them to be a means of spreading that life. Praise You God!

Again. humbled...thankful...overjoyed...

"You are Indescribable, You are beyond expression
And I run out of words for you, Can't think that High,
So hear my spirit groan in me,
A painful sense of urgency,
To tell you that you are to me, So High"
-Jeff Johnson, "So High"