Called into and unto the God who created, redeemed and is perfecting me

Monday, September 1, 2008

Thoughts on the Accuser - A Girl Oblivious To Me.

I'm confuzzled...

So my ex-girlfriend talks about how she is so "afraid of me" and that "I intimidate her." Just polling the audience of people that know me...

Have I ever been threatening to anyone?

In all of my actions and activity to the opposite sex I have never threatened or hurt anyone or anything. She wants to psychoanalyze me in hopes of finding something to hang her hat on. Come on... I really don't know her. I have 11 months to look back on with question marks. I have another female to put in the category of "may be untruthful and dangerous to anyone who gets within hearts reach"

I hate I was deceived. I wish I was more discerning.

Thank God I didn't marry her. I could only imagine what would be going on now if we were still together and I was still trusting her a s she would tell me she was going to do xyz and "just trust me"

Discernment has been a huge profitable lesson. She had the guts to call me scary and intimidating.

God would you maximize my mind in you that I would be consumed with you.

God through this conversation bitterness has begun to creep back up and I dont want it to take hold of my heart when we have battled together to forgive and forsake the past to use its knowledge to build a brighter and mightier future.

No comments: